Category: Personal

notes and things

Olivia – 10/11/21

Written By Kyle Hux: Going through my divorce and moving back to Texas was one of the lowest points of my life. I was in a dark place for a long time, and if I’m being honest with myself (and all of you), I still struggle with that from time to time. However, it led…
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Santa Fe Trip

Covid shots

The people who pass who chose to forego their shots are not dying entirely in vain but they serve as hefty beacons that science works. Get your shots, folks. Viruses do not discriminate. They’re coming for you. Arm your body.

Just a speck

I am just a speck. I can choose to fly or to tumble. to coalesce with others or float by untouched. my involvement, a choice. join the momentum of an avalanche or glide across the air alone, observant. i might matter or i might not. just a speck.

When Buckminster Fuller was spoken to by The Universe

He was surrounded by white light and a voice spoke directly to Fuller, and declared: “From now on you need never await temporal attestation to your thought. You think the truth. You do not have the right to eliminate yourself. You do not belong to you. You belong to Universe. Your significance will remain forever…
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Surviving Knowing

The universe gave us breath and has been working to take it sinceEach step taken is a victory against the harshness of spacetimeEach heartbeat a front to an uncaring voidHow special to exist at allHow special to develop as we haveTo recognize this universe biologically, chemically, atomicallyEvery cell that’s ever existed has been a lesson…
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When’s this train gonna stop

when’s this train ever gonna stopI been trying for days to get offbut these rails go on and on I see myself gray in the windows while the world rolls by when this train stops who knows no time to reflector change whats donejust the world rolling byand the conductor pressing on i dont remember…
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Cultivating a Brat Army; Insulating Power with a Strong Middle Class

cultivate personality trait that delivers specific reactions under other specific stimuli. reward arrogance trait, nurture arrogancearrogance can be used to build a self image that can never be wrong because everything you believe has been right. you’re always the good guy. how dare you question me? nurture this by directing that arrogance at a specific…
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Professed a Liar; in pain

I have a deep need for you to feel the pain I have.if you felt this pain you would understand what I’m asking for. I am an abused child trying to communicate to my mother that I am in distress. I point out my abusers but my mother does not believe me. my bruises are…
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Good, Evil, Community: An Observance.

good and evil can be exhibited in how people choose to manipulate their surroundings and community. all life is a collection of tools used to maximize the energy efficiency of its surroundings. all religious beliefs, form of education, oral tradition, hand tool, story handed down, tall tale, white lie, clever riddle, string of gibberish, political…
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